Headway: Ski Therapy

My instinct was to say no when invited to go on a skiing trip to Hemel Hempstead. It is now five years since my stroke and I have long since accepted that activities that depend on good balance are out of my league.

The trip was with Headway East London, where I've been a member for around four years. Yes, I declined, but then had second thoughts. First, I didn't like the idea of ruling out any activity that I might still be able to enjoy. Second, I had never been skiing and this was probably the best opportunity to break my duck safely, since I would be surrounded by experts who could save me if I got into trouble.

So it was off to Hemel Hempstead Snow Centre, to be kitted out in all the gear and released on to, in my case, a slope so slight that hardly warranted the name. It might have been but a marginal incline of around 0.05° but it did its best to keep me at the bottom. Eventually, by adopting a gentle swaying motion to transfer my weight, I was able slowly to step sideways with my stronger right leg the haul my weaker left leg after it. It didn't look pretty, but it got me about 3m upslope, from where I could then begin my elegant descent.

This is when the déjà vu descended. As I slid gently down that meagre slope, crouched forward as instructed, the overwhelming, uncontrollable urge to stand erect got the better of me. In doing this the skis do what they are supposed to do and pull the rug from under your feet. You tipple backwards, saved only by a last-ditch, desperate forward-wheeling of your arms to propel yourself back to a balanced position.

The experience took me back to the early stages of stroke recovery when I was learning the classic 'sit-to-stand'. In this case, the irresistible motion is forward rather than backward. As you attempt to stand from a sitting position, you feel yourself pitching dangerously forward, straight into a nosedive to the floor. Only a slow, purposeful rebuilding of your body confidence over time allows you to throw your weight forward and flex your legs to a standing position. At that moment on the ski slope in Hemel Hempstead, I could not imagine any time in the future when I had would have the confidence to hold my position without fear.

But because I know what I know from past experience, skiing IS something I might one day be capable of. The real question is whether I want to.

Headway: ITU nursing

One day, maybe..

Part of Headway East London’s mission is to assist healthcare professionals in the training of their staff. Getting up close to survivors of brain injury, talking one-to-one, watching and listening is not something academic or technical training can easily offer. Nurses and therapists benefit greatly from the experience in many different ways, and as HEL day-service members we are happy to help.

Yesterday in a lecture theatre at the National Hospital for Neurology and Neurosurgery, we met ITU nurses studying at London South Bank University (LSBU): sixteen students and four HEL members. We sat in four groups of four, each for 20 minutes. We told them about our experience and answered their questions as best we can. It wasn’t easy because very few of us remember much of what happened in ITU. Most of us were unconscious and totally unaware of the nursing we got. What could we tell them? Not much.

But in some way that was OK. ITU nurses very rarely see the outcome of their work, so just to sit and chat and find out how life panned out for us after our brain injuries is enough. Several of the students raised this. Some even said they found it frustrating that they were never able to see what their work resulted in.

On this I tried to offer some crumbs of reassurance with examples from my own experience, of one nurse in particular who had somehow detected a spark of motivation in me and decided to kindle it into a bonfire. She tested my reactions endlessly and started some rudimentary exercises (finger drumming, mostly).

In this way, a habit was started almost in the moment after surgery. Four and a half years later and I still tap out tunes on the table top with my left hand. And it has advanced to learning simple piano chords with Izzy, the music co-ordinator at Headway East London. She wants me to master Wonderwall, but I never was much of an Oasis fan.

Headway: OT Students' Society, LSBU

Meet the ones who do

Billy Mann joins the fun-loving gang of OT students at London Southbank University for their annual conference

I was invited recently by Headway East London, where I am a member, to talk to students at London Southbank University (LSBU) about Occupational Therapy. OT is a thriving department at LSBU, so much so that the OT Students Society holds an annual event in which they all get together to discuss the current issues facing their chosen profession and invite guest speakers to contribute. That's where I came in. Headway East London has a longstanding buddy relationship with the university and conducts training seminars at which students get to talk directly with people who have experienced brain injury.

For my own comfort, I always try to make my contributions to these events simple. I am no expert in brain injury, and neither do I have ambitions to be so. I just tell the story of my stroke and the aftermath in the hope that it fuels questions, which I try to answer as best as I can. I enjoy the process most when I can persuade an expert to join in just in case I panic and start fluffing my lines. My partner at this gig was Headway East London Clinical Lead Amanda D'Souza, who also kindly projected some pictures on to a screen while I ran through my jibber-jabber.

I got some good questions from the LSBU students. They asked me how OTs had contributed to my recovery. They asked about the classic OT-physio tag-team partnership that prevails. I said in my case it worked best as a threesome, OT-physio-patientclientserviceuserorwhatever, where we all fed off each other to advance the therapy. This, I said, could only have happened if we trusted one another. Happily, we did.

The title of this event was The Power of Occupation, its subtitle "maintaining professional identity in the face of change". I detected from this and from some of the questions that all was not happy in the land of OT, that they were feeling neglected and undervalued as professionals.

This was not exactly a shock to me, but from the impressive display of organisation and attendance I was seeing today, I was surprised the LSBU students were struggling for status and recognition. It seemed to me like they were at the top of their game, and embracing it all with relish. Four years earlier, when I was in the neuro-rehab unit at the National Hospital for Neurology and Neurosurgery (NHNN) in Queen Square, London, my OT had told me that Occupational Therapy was misunderstood and its therapists unsure of their identity within the nhs. OT is a broad church, covering a large area from behavioural OT to hardline neuro. I mused to the LSBU students that one day new names for jobs might need to be invented. I don't think this offered them any comfort, and nor did my pronouncement that after a conversation one day with Headway East London OT Natasha Lockyer, I had come to define OT as a subspecies of Anthropology or Ethnography. I saw it as "the science of how we do things".

I had started my talk by telling the students that earlier in the day I had bumped into a neighbour, a head teacher at a special needs school, and told her that later I would be talking to OT students. "Ohh, I love OTs," she said, "and they make the best managers ever." This was a positive start and I'd tried to find a catchy soundbite to finish my talk, but as the endpoint neared, "Everyday OT is the key" started to sound flimsy, so I told them how my wife uses OT to get me to do chores. When she wants me to do things like set the dining table or empty the washing machine, she finishes her request with "It's good OT". I have a feeling she could be right about that.

Diary: Freewheelers Day

Politicians, celebrities ... you might think you know all about disability. You can obviously talk the talk. But where do you finish when the chips are down, asks stroke survivor Billy Mann

Just before Christmas 2016 my wife and a friend took part in a 5k Santa Run in aid of Headway East London, where I have been a member for 3 years following a stroke. It was a fantastic day, full of goodwill and festive fun, staged in London's Victoria Park. Families gathered to watch the would-be 'Olympians' struggle into their allotted Santa suits and run/walk/stagger/jog around a pre-determined route and finish out of breath but with a warm glow. Medals awaited their sweaty necks.

There were many things to admire about the event. The runners (thousands) all represented different charities but were running together in one place at one time. It was an impressive demonstration of collective action in costume. Other runs took place simultaneously all over London. Victoria Park is big and flat. This makes it ideal for the Park Run people to get together and go for it. The park's flatness also lends itself to activities such as All Ability Cycling, where people with a range of disabilities, whizz around safely on specially adapted bikes such as arm bikes, tandems, recumbent bikes, easy riders and trikes.

Another positive on this briskly cold day was the event coordination and management. There was an orderly queue to collect your daft Santa outfit (which you get to keep). A sound system pumped out hard-rocking running anthems and victory songs. Food and drink stalls kept the spectators (some courageously dressed as Elves) sustained. But top prize goes to the toilets, vintage white plastic boxes that sealed the whole occasion as being more like a music festival than anything else.

So it isn't hard to imagine the potential of all this combined effort, and one of the bees in my bonnet ever since leaving hospital after my stroke was the difficulties faced by wheelchair users and the attitudes of their busy able-bodied fellow citizens, issues exposed by Channel 4 during the 2012 London Olympics/Paralympics. Boris Johnson was still Mayor of London at the time and my favourite imagined punishment for him for not dealing with this was an initiative in which he was forced by public pressure to use a wheelchair for one working day in every year. This, I felt, might bounce him into action.

Now I have a better plan. One day in every year should be designated Freewheelers Day. On this day, the leaders of political parties, councils, big organisations and anyone else you can think of, race each other around a flat designated circuit such as the one in London's Victoria Park (there are such spaces all over Britain). Others can follow behind in their wheelchairs or with pushchairs, their friends and families cheering all the way with scalding hot cups of Bovril in their hands. Watch as Theresa May and Jeremy Corbyn try to viciously crash each other off the track. Hotshot celebrities such as Jeremy Clarkson could go wheel to wheel with, say, Steve Coogan. Bring it on. The sound system will explode to the sound of Bat Out Of Hell and Born To Run, and from that day on until the same time next year, everyone will show a bit more understanding for the other person.

Diary: My Stroke Journey

Picture this

Art gave Billy Mann a chance to tell the story of his stroke in an unusual and often graphic way

My annual visit to the National Hospital of Neurology and Neurosurgery in Queen Square, London, to deliver some macaroons and Vin Santo to the therapy team for Christmas, got me feeling sentimental. I realised that visiting the Neuro Rehabilitation Unit (NRU) on the second floor has become like returning to your old school. Memories come flooding back. Seeing the patients travelling the same rocky road I did four years ago is a wrench, riddled with pain but saved by an overwhelming sense of hope. So much happened here for me. It is where my life was put back together. It was a rebirth. So, as naff as that sounds, I feel quite attached to the place and to the people who helped me during my two-month stay.

Most of them have moved on, but Anne Fleming, who dealt with social work issues, was still there and full of good spirit and a still unfeasibly straight fringe. I deposited the festive goodies with her, asked her to pass on my best wishes to anyone who might remember me and put in a plug for an exhibition of paintings by survivors of brain injury from Headway East London art studio, Submit To Love.

It wasn't such a shameless plug since I have a series of five paintings included in the exhibition depicting my 'stroke journey', and as already stated, NRU played a key part in that. Each of my paintings includes a hand-written paragraph describing the five 'chapters' of the past four years, from the moment of the stroke to my life as it is today.

The first, 'Surrender' attempts to illustrate the period from the initial trauma to when I went into surgery.

The second picture, 'Oblivion', is all about what happened in surgery.


The third, 'Confusion', examines what happened after surgery when I was in and out of ITU and then on the stroke ward.


The fourth painting in the series, 'Survival', covers the sink-or-swim experience of my stay in NRU, where the chance to start again kicks into action.


And the final picture, 'Release', reflects of my life since discharge from hospital in February 2013 and the shape it has taken since then.

I could bang on endlessly about these pictures and their meaning, but the blunt truth is that, once they were finished, I was glad to see the back of them. I was bored with myself, and right now I don't care if I never see them again. Sometimes the right thing to do is to simply let go of what was and what happened. Strange, though, I can't imagine losing the tiny bit of love I feel whenever I visit the National Hospital in Queen Square, and long may the macaroons continue to be delivered.

The exhibition of paintings by members of Headway East London is at Stratford Circus Arts Centre, London, until 23 February 2017.

Headway: Olympic swimming

You might have sat comfortably during the 2012 Olympics and gazed at the pictures on your telly of the Zaha Hadid-designed London Aquatics Centre and wondered whether it was as impressive in real life as it was as seen through the lens of a TV camera. Let me answer that question. Yes. Yes. Yes.

And it’s not just a stunner on the outside. Despite the modifications that took place before its 2014 opening to the public, the huge interior is a dream just to walk around, even before your nose catches a whiff of chlorine. The views of the 50m tournament race pool and 25m diving pool recall instantly memories of the moments that took your breath away during those glory days in the summer of 2012 (was this when Michael Phelps officially became ‘the greatest swimmer that ever lived?). The overall effect is somehow magic, and even the signs to the changing rooms start to look full of grace, visual harmony and touched by the hand of triumph.

Now, here we were, a willing contingent from Headway East London, itching to see if getting wet could do anything for brain injury.

My own post-injury experience in the shallow end is meaningful - to me at least. Shortly after discharge from hospital following a hemorrhagic stroke, I was assigned to a therapy team from London's Homerton hospital. A physio and OT visited me at home and devised various exercises and routines that might aid my recovery. On one such visit we went for a swim in my local pool. The OT was at first concerned how I would manage getting in and out of the pool. Her worry was short-lived as I pre-empted any practical what-have-you by simply throwing myself in.

Hitting the water and being bathed instantly in its warm, forgiving embrace was a moment of sensuality words cannot do justice to. Four months of deprivation in a hospital bed might well be the psychologist's explanation, but ‘bliss’ is as close as I can get to describe the sublime feeling.

I'd like to say that in that single moment swimming became an essential post-stroke exercise for me. That would be a lie. But what I did find on our group visit to the Aquatics Centre, in between some infantile splashing of my fellow Headway members, was a new way to use a swimming pool. Some of the yoga and tai-chi routines that Headway Therapy Team offers regularly to its members are given a whole new dimension when tried in a pool. The soft resistance of the water slows the movements and provides weight support for those with balance problems. Falling over in a swimming pool is no biggie. It's fun, actually.

So, expect to see me in swimming pools more often from now on. The legacy of London 2012 is alive and kicking, despite all those doomy predictions. It was shortly after attending events at the Games that the stroke hit, leaving me for dead. I can’t be sure, but I like think that the courage, determination and sheer strength of will I saw in the athletes helped things turn out differently for me, so if anyone ever tells you those Games were a waste of money, tie a brick to their foot and throw them in the deep end.

Headway: Yoga

If I turn into a Yoga Bore, feel free to shoot me, says Billy Mann. In the meantime ...

To the innocent bystander, the transition from tai chi to yoga must seem like swapping a boiled egg for a poached one. Yes, the two disciplines do have similarities, not least in this case because again we are in the capable hands of Anne and Nora at Headway East London. The key differences between the two (tai chi and yoga, not Anne and Nora) are movement and breathing. Breathing is much more of a BIG DEAL in yoga, and the movement is more structured than in tai chi, aimed often at specific parts of the body. Moreover, whereas you can adapt tai chi exercises into something you can do easily at, say, the bus stop, or in the kitchen while waiting for the kettle to boil, yoga demands more focus, a focus that leads you to "feel" the movements and stretches.

We started the programme seated, which is a gentle way to introduce the movements. The Cat-Cow is a movement that stretches the back and neck by first rounding the shoulders forward then reversing the movement back while tilting the pelvis, arching the back, extending the chin and chest into what is hopefully a sort of elegant s-shape. Not sure I quite hit the mark on that one. The word elegant did not spring to mind. We went on to do some moves where we sit, hands together, elbows pointing right and left, in a sort of praying pose. Then we breathe in, extend our praying hands skyward as if reaching for heaven, then hold, breathe out, breathe in, extend hands towards the outer reaches of the universe, and hold, breathe out, breathe in, and slowly move your arms back to planet earth in a forward stretch that again arches the back, sticking out your chin and staring meaningfully at that spot on the wall. You then bring your arms first down to the side of your chair, then gather up your hands into your lap in what is supposed to look like a dignified, enigmatic yoga-type pose. I was convinced that I looked the part, but that could have been delusion kicking in.

If this is as far as I ever get in yoga, I shall be quite happy. The Cat-Cow thing could, in my view, be done easily while sat on the toilet. Who knows, we could have discovered a revolutionary aid to comfortable defecation? Send me the cheque. Anyway, I have already been able to build it into my daily routine to the extent that I can sit, stock still, in a straight, aligned and yogistically perfect way (or so I imagine) watching Midsomer Murders and not feel like a dickhead. It helps having a wife who is a Yoga Bore.

So, well done Yoga. Well done Anne for making it so easy for someone who probably would have previously shot anyone who dared to suggest my life might be improved by this Total Hippy Nonsense. I was wrong, you were all right, and I surrender. Defeat, bring it on xx

Headway: Tai Chi 2

Nora began the second Tai-Chi class at Headway East London by saying that this week there would be less talking and more action. I'm not sure ACTION was the best word for the level of tai-chi we are at, but you can see where she's coming from.

We revisited the moves we had been introduced to in the first session, but Nora added some seemingly small additions. This, I have come to realise, is very much the tai-chi way, to build very slowly but deliberately. The ball thing is still an enigma wrapped in a mystery for me, but by 'shrinking the size of the ball' to something like the proportions of a tennis ball, I think I might have found a way forward. I even found myself cautiously handling an imaginary sphere during the ad break in Midsomer Murders. Thank goodness I was safely hidden indoors because I must have looked like a right weirdo.

The weight-shifting from one foot to the other in the standing position also progressed to include lifting the heel of the resting foot. This tests the strength and balance in both legs and increases your awareness of any limitations. Nora described this action as floating, but for me it was more of a spring in the step.













These additions to what we had already learned further established the idea that practising ta-chi is for life and not just for the duration of a short programme. For me it has multiple advantages. Unless I can make exercise a routine and a habit, it is something that becomes all to easy to neglect. In this sense, tai chi is a good fit because already I actually ENJOY doing the moves. This might have something to do with their simplicity, but who cares? Simple is OK by me. And if I enjoy doing something (writing and drawing, too), I am more likely to continue. As that man says in the film Casablanca, this could be the start of a beautiful friendship.

Headway: Tai Chi

Today at Headway East London I joined a six-week introductory programme in Tai Chi, run by physio Nora with assistance from Anne. I had some limited prior experience of Tai Chi and had found some of the very slow, low resistance movements, as opposed to the high energy combat stuff, useful in everyday life. The basic moves are relaxing and offer an opportunity to focus and think about nothing in particular.

We practised some centring and balancing positions before moving on to that thing they do with the imaginary ball, which I had never previously been able to get the hang of. I am not quite sure I got it this time, either. Maybe I was allowing my "monkey mind", or whatever it is called, to boss my head around too much. But I did manage eventually to get some sort of meaningful movement to work for me by rotating my hands, so that rather than holding the imaginary ball with both hands parallel and facing one another, I held it in a position in a way that looked like a polite handclap poised and waiting for the moment of contact. That is about the best description I can come up with, I'm afraid.

The other tip I have taken and exploited from Lesson 1 is the balance and centring movement in which you stand, feet hip-width apart, and very slowly and almost imperceptibly shift your weight from one leg to the other, attempting all the time to 'root' your feet in the ground. This movement is very relaxing and almost hypnotic/narcotic in how it forces you to surrender control of your body. It progresses to a tiny lift of the feet on to your toes with each movement. This offers up the kind of dancing motion I have been searching for and is one movement I will be using a lot. It has also helped in developing a method of walking (without stick) in a gentle sway, which I hope will come to relieve some of the pressure my current robotic style of walking inevitably places on my hips and knees.

Things for me to work on are deep breathing (in and out through nostrils) all the way down to the abdominal core. I can do this in isolation and feel the benefits, but doing it while in movement is, for me, a different matter. I shall keep going with that and report back.

As Nora told us early on in the session, you are a beginner in Tai Chi for at least 10 years.

I'm in no hurry.

Headway: Memory

You must remember this

When he noticed that song lyrics seemed immune from memory loss following brain injury, Billy Mann got to wondering what it is exactly that stimulates our ability to recall and recollect

There are advantages to having a brain injury. At social and formal gatherings you are allowed to forget things. You can walk into a room, be introduced to half a dozen people and instantly forget their names. Then, when you bump into one of them later, they forgive you when you whimper, pathetically, “I’m sorry, but I’ve forgotten your name.”

Memory problems are very common among people with brain injuries. One day a week, I attend Headway East London in Hackney. Some of my fellow members there cannot remember my name from one moment to the next. One of them, Sharon, who I have now been happily greeting each week for around two years, stares at me, her face screwed up in quizzical concentration.

“It begins with a B...” she says.

“Yes,” I answer, and wait a few beats.

“Bobby?"

"No. Billy."

That we have arrived at B in two years is, I like to think, some kind of minor miracle.

Another member I see regularly is Stuart, who also suffers from acute memory problems. Stuart and I have a part-share in a backstory. We are both a similar age and we both lived in Liverpool during the late 1980s. Like Sharon, Stuart greets me each week with a confused and inscrutable look. He will then take a guess at my identity.

"Scouser?"

What both Sharon and Stuart share, other than their difficulties with short-term memory, is a love of music. In Sharon's case, this comes down to a girlish infatuation with The Osmonds, an American family group popular in the 1970s. They were five brothers — Alan, Wayne, Merrill, Jay and Donny. Other Osmonds (Mormons, big family, etc) also enjoyed some commercial success on the 1970s music scene, notably Marie with a memorable song, Paper Roses, and Little Jimmy Osmond with a cheeky number titled Long Haired Lover from Liverpool. The Osmond Brothers themselves had many hit records, but the one that comes to mind right now is 1974’s Love Me for a Reason. It comes to mind because with those five words Sharon's memory is thrown on to some kind of neurological dancefloor and the words come flooding back:

Don't love me for fun, girl
Let me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love

In 1995 the boyband Boyzone attempted their own version of the song, but as Sharon is quick to remark, it was nothing on the Osmonds’ rendition. She might have put it less politely.

The routine with Stuart is similar. In his case we have an ongoing exchange relating to music from 1970s-80s Liverpool (Stuart was a performing musician in the city then). Our first meeting point each week normally involves an exchange of lyrics from a band associated with Liverpool called The Scaffold, a trio that actually started in the heady days of the 1960s and enjoyed notable success during that swinging decade. They were a performing ratatouille of comedy, poetry and music featuring Mike McGear (real name Peter Michael McCartney and brother of Paul McCartney), Roger McGough (he’s that Poetry Please guy off the radio) and madcap funnyman John Gorman. Each week Stuart will smile brightly in my direction and say “Thank you very much for the Aintree Iron” (a line from the Scaffold song Thank U Very Much), to which I will reply “Did you get your medicinal compound, Stuart?” (from the Scaffold song Lily The Pink). Stuart catches on to this game without hesitation and answers with another lyrical reference to Lily The Pink.

“Yes, most efficacious in every way.”

Clearly both Sharon and Stuart have a thing about song lyrics that makes words stick in their heads. It is a joy to witness, and obviously a potential open door for therapists. But part of me wonders what other memory triggers are sitting hidden in damaged brains everywhere. Could I, for example, attempt a not-so controlled experiment in which I appear casually to mention the character Boss Hogg from the 1980s US TV show The Dukes of Hazzard while actually fishing for a bit of anecdotal evidence on the importance of popular culture in understanding a badly misfiring memory.

Memory is a strange fruit. It is part of that thing we would like to call our soul, but we know little about it. At best I am prepared to stick my neck out and say that memory is the slippery customer that skates the thin ice that separates the neuro from the psycho. There is also something about memory that repels fiddling. Mess around with it and you risk the wrath of the gods, etc.

Which draws me back to where I started. There is another advantage to having a brain injury. I call it the Automatic Exit Strategy (AES). When you are at a social or formal gathering and starting to glaze over with boredom right in front of someone, you can just say, “Sorry, I have to go now” and they won't turn to the person next to them and say, “How rude was that?” I have an agreed version of this with my wife. I say, “I’ll just go and sit down and shut up, shall I?” to which she replies, “Yes, please.”

OK, then, that's my cue to leave the table. Bye for now. And don’t go trying to tinker with any of those memories while I’m gone.

Sharon is not her real name.

Headway: 300 Club Results

Once more, with feeling

A project to test the theory that 300 repetitions results in improved performance has come to an end. And the results are in. By Billy Mann

The Occupational Therapy project at Headway East London I posted about a while back has now finished. To recap, Club 300 as we cheekily called it, brought together four members of Headway East London, each of whom wanted to gain some improvement in the execution of an everyday task. Two members wanted to improve their handwriting, another wanted to cut up food on a plate more confidently, and I tasked myself with the mission impossible of walking without a stick while holding a cup of water in my weaker left hand.

If you want detailed information on the results of this exercise, the OT in charge was Natasha Lockyer. I cannot discuss how others performed, but to finish the analysis, the tests we performed at the start were repeated at the end and the change recorded. At the start, I had walked a given distance (not sure what it was) holding a cup in my left hand filled to near the top with water in 46 seconds, and I spilled around 10ml in the process. At the end, I walked the same distance in 18 seconds and spilled no water. Get me, eh? Top of the world, Ma.

In my daily executions of these 300 steps, I determined to make the task more difficult as my performance improved. This, I am afraid to say, has fallen by the wayside in favour of basking in the success of spilling no water. Still, I do continue to perform the routine every day (or thereabouts) and continue to notice a difference. I shall report on my progress as and when something of interest happens, and I will ask Natasha if a re-run of the test in, say, 6 months is possible. Only then will I be able to declare Club 300 a giant leap for mankind.

Headway: 300 Club opens

Repeat when necessary

Learning to carry a cup in my left hand, while walking. It's not as easy as you think, says Billy Mann

This is the third week of an Upper Limb OT project I am following devised by Natasha Lockyer at Headway East London. The idea is based on research that has indicated that 300 is a magic number of repetitions post brain injury to deliver meaningful brain change. So, if you perform a given routine activity at 300 repetitions daily, in this case for 6 weeks, lasting improvement in the execution of that task will result.

This sounded plausible to me, so I said I would give it a crack. We have called the group Club 300 for a bit of a laugh. One member of the group is practising cutting food (ie, Theraputty) to develop the fine motoring of her right hand. Two others are working on handwriting. My task is to walk 300 steps daily with no walking stick and a cup of water in my left hand. 

This is a sort of continuation of therapy I was introduced to at a 3-week intensive Upper Limb clinic I attended at London’s National Hospital for Neurology and Neurosurgery earlier this year. I think it is probably a statement of the obvious that this regime got off to a stuttering start. Having made some initial measurements as a benchmark against which progress can later be recorded, I set about repeatedly walking back and forth with a cup of water in my left hand. 

The movements, as Headway East London staffer Anne noted, were comically robotic. I managed to tip water all over myself on several occasions and came away from the session with a very wet pair of quite expensive shoes. Slowly, however, and with Anne’s help, I started to improve. The main problem for me was one of focus. My concentration flitted from the cup of water to the uneven paving in front of me. With practice, and via a not entirely unexpected echo of the ‘cognitive distraction’ I have described before, I found the best results (ie, not much water spilled) by fixing my attention on a distant object (in this case, a wall) and humming a tune while walking.

As they say in court reports, the case continues. Watch this space.